The Phenom Piccoli Papers

 ...Just me with thoughts and existence  Dear family,  I have not written a post in a while. To bring you up to speed, my mom passed on 03/07/2019 and I have been in fog since then. Last month is when I truly woke out of my stupor. Its debilitating and frustrating when you are unable to function like normal.  Even in these times, what is normal? That is one of the questions I deal with on a daily basis. I am normally a positive person, but when I  have a soul cry and remain in that place/space/time...it does something to my psyche.  My psyche is different. I am different.  Nothing is the same or remains as it used to be. We all have painful growth (or stagnant) moments of a place or space we have not ever imagined.  The " this day will come " (whatever the case maybe) type of event/moment is now here. Nothing can prepare you for it. Nothing can walk you thru it. Nothing and no one can take away the pain that brews inside you.  This is my trut...

Trying to define who, what and where you are at this very moment; ah this can be an awesome task for anyone. It's everlasting.... like the never ending story,  but you have the time to figure it out.  You just have to make the time. There are 24 hours (give or take) in a day. Years of research studies and expert findings all lead to going within yourself to find answers.  Taking time to do this, going within and speaking to spirit; that is your part. It is there waiting for you to unleash the powers. How? Well only you can answer that question sunshine. Ask yourself the following questions carefully: Who are you? What are you doing? Where do you go from here? Ohm. No answers yet? Ask again tomorrow and the next day and even the next. This can be frustrating and daunting, but keep at it. Keep asking questions; this type and more. Remember love, no question is a dumb question. All answers to questions asked are from the Divine. Trust yourself to hear, listen ...

Greetings Family: During a normal day, you go about doing your chores or your daily routine, never exposing what it is you are really thinking, doing and where you truly want to go. Afraid of exposure? Afraid someone will find out? Trust me. They will soon find out. You are too busy hiding and exposure of it is right in front of you. You may can fool others, but you can not fool yourself. :) My point is this: we have to stop hiding our true selves and go about living life for you (your own universe). You have to take charge, take responsibility and take action of your life. It is always easier said than done...but keep saying it until you can do it. Life is about choices and decisions. At any given moment, we have to make split decisions or none at all. It's the roll of the dice. LOL.  Make the exposure for the best of you. Putting your best foot forward is the challenge. Do it so that you can be happy! Expose yourself to the best self yet! You don't know what good cou...